I started out really upset about my financial situation. But now I see that I'm being selfish, there are so many people out here who don't have half of what I do. It is hard for me right now, but for so many other reasons that no one but I can understand. I think I shower myself with materialistic things because it covers up the hurt and the pain of living everyday life. So, how do I get past the materialistic cover-ups? What do I use as therapy if I don't have the financial means to cover up my pain? There has to be another way to be happy and grieve and relieve stress..